1 00:00:02,053 --> 00:00:09,708 ♪♪ 2 00:00:09,777 --> 00:00:14,279 -These are... Stories of the saints. 3 00:00:14,348 --> 00:00:21,020 ♪♪ 4 00:00:21,088 --> 00:00:25,874 ♪♪ 5 00:00:25,943 --> 00:00:31,547 ♪♪ 6 00:00:31,615 --> 00:00:36,218 ♪♪ 7 00:00:41,142 --> 00:00:46,478 ♪♪ 8 00:00:46,547 --> 00:00:47,513 [ rattling ] 9 00:00:47,581 --> 00:00:49,014 [ whistling ] 10 00:00:49,083 --> 00:00:50,115 [ clanging ] 11 00:00:51,018 --> 00:00:52,351 ♪♪ 12 00:00:52,436 --> 00:00:54,386 -Aah! 13 00:00:54,455 --> 00:00:56,071 [ people shouting ] 14 00:01:15,309 --> 00:01:19,878 ♪♪ 15 00:01:25,753 --> 00:01:26,985 -[ shouting ] 16 00:01:29,173 --> 00:01:31,807 Raahh! Aah! 17 00:01:36,347 --> 00:01:46,054 ♪♪ 18 00:01:46,123 --> 00:01:48,574 -We know that moses the black, 19 00:01:48,642 --> 00:01:55,147 As he came to be known, had an unlikely beginning for a saint. 20 00:01:55,216 --> 00:01:57,049 Around the middle of the fourth century, 21 00:01:57,118 --> 00:02:00,419 He'd become the leader of a band of very violent outlaws 22 00:02:00,488 --> 00:02:04,039 That robbed and murdered victims in alexandria 23 00:02:04,108 --> 00:02:06,341 And all along the nile valley. 24 00:02:06,410 --> 00:02:13,715 ♪♪ 25 00:02:13,751 --> 00:02:22,174 ♪♪ 26 00:02:22,243 --> 00:02:25,377 [ all cheering ] 27 00:02:25,446 --> 00:02:34,520 ♪♪ 28 00:02:34,588 --> 00:02:44,513 ♪♪ 29 00:02:44,582 --> 00:02:54,139 ♪♪ 30 00:02:54,208 --> 00:03:03,315 ♪♪ 31 00:03:03,384 --> 00:03:12,341 ♪♪ 32 00:03:12,442 --> 00:03:13,575 ♪♪ 33 00:03:13,644 --> 00:03:16,111 [ both moaning, panting ] 34 00:03:22,820 --> 00:03:29,141 Moses led the kind of life that can arouse revolt in the soul. 35 00:03:30,477 --> 00:03:38,517 ♪♪ 36 00:03:38,552 --> 00:03:48,076 ♪♪ 37 00:03:48,145 --> 00:03:57,152 ♪♪ 38 00:03:57,221 --> 00:04:05,877 ♪♪ 39 00:04:05,946 --> 00:04:15,187 ♪♪ 40 00:04:15,256 --> 00:04:16,338 ♪♪ 41 00:04:16,423 --> 00:04:18,173 -Raaahhh! 42 00:04:19,410 --> 00:04:22,477 -[ groaning ] 43 00:04:36,543 --> 00:04:44,916 ♪♪ 44 00:04:44,985 --> 00:04:55,110 ♪♪ 45 00:04:55,179 --> 00:04:56,545 -Moses? 46 00:05:01,318 --> 00:05:09,374 ♪♪ 47 00:05:09,443 --> 00:05:17,215 ♪♪ 48 00:05:17,284 --> 00:05:26,274 ♪♪ 49 00:05:26,343 --> 00:05:35,283 ♪♪ 50 00:05:35,352 --> 00:05:44,309 ♪♪ 51 00:05:44,378 --> 00:05:53,218 ♪♪ 52 00:05:53,287 --> 00:06:02,511 ♪♪ 53 00:06:02,579 --> 00:06:06,915 ♪♪ 54 00:06:06,984 --> 00:06:09,551 -[ grunts ] 55 00:06:09,620 --> 00:06:17,876 ♪♪ 56 00:06:17,945 --> 00:06:26,284 ♪♪ 57 00:06:26,353 --> 00:06:35,010 ♪♪ 58 00:06:35,079 --> 00:06:44,052 ♪♪ 59 00:06:44,121 --> 00:06:53,578 ♪♪ 60 00:06:53,664 --> 00:07:00,852 ♪♪ 61 00:07:00,921 --> 00:07:03,805 [ sighs, pants ] 62 00:07:03,874 --> 00:07:11,379 ♪♪ 63 00:07:11,448 --> 00:07:16,852 ♪♪ 64 00:07:16,920 --> 00:07:20,739 ♪♪ 65 00:07:24,445 --> 00:07:28,980 -Moses found himself at one of the desert communities founded 66 00:07:29,049 --> 00:07:31,583 By ascetic christian monks, 67 00:07:31,652 --> 00:07:36,054 Who gave away all of their worldly possessions. 68 00:07:36,123 --> 00:07:41,276 They were led by their abbot, isidore. 69 00:07:41,345 --> 00:07:44,513 Paul of thebes, who was born in the third century, 70 00:07:44,581 --> 00:07:47,849 Was known as the first desert hermit. 71 00:07:47,918 --> 00:07:49,384 He lived in a cave, 72 00:07:49,453 --> 00:07:52,687 And it's said that ravens brought him his food, 73 00:07:52,756 --> 00:07:55,006 Just like elijah at kerith. 74 00:07:55,108 --> 00:07:56,842 It was anthony the great, 75 00:07:56,910 --> 00:08:00,412 An egyptian monk, who started the real movement. 76 00:08:00,481 --> 00:08:04,382 And this was decades before moses arrived at scetis. 77 00:08:05,118 --> 00:08:07,986 -Shh. 78 00:08:08,055 --> 00:08:09,571 -[ gasps ] -shh! 79 00:08:09,656 --> 00:08:14,442 Shh. Quiet, my son. You are with us now. 80 00:08:18,248 --> 00:08:21,583 -What? What? 81 00:08:21,652 --> 00:08:24,553 I... 82 00:08:24,621 --> 00:08:28,340 -Take some time to recall yourself. 83 00:08:31,078 --> 00:08:35,714 Drink a bit at a time. You have slept long and well. 84 00:08:41,855 --> 00:08:43,021 -How long have I been here? 85 00:08:43,073 --> 00:08:45,507 -Two days. 86 00:08:53,717 --> 00:08:55,116 -What is this place? 87 00:08:55,185 --> 00:08:57,252 -The desert of scetis. 88 00:08:59,156 --> 00:09:01,473 -But this place where we are? 89 00:09:01,542 --> 00:09:06,745 -This is an assembly of men devoted to god. 90 00:09:10,717 --> 00:09:14,352 -Huh. I've heard of you. You are holy men. 91 00:09:14,421 --> 00:09:17,606 -We are christian brothers. 92 00:09:40,781 --> 00:09:45,016 -Has anyone come here looking for me? 93 00:09:45,085 --> 00:09:47,319 -No. 94 00:09:48,488 --> 00:09:51,239 Why did you come to us? 95 00:09:56,780 --> 00:10:02,450 -Uh, I didn't know where I was going. 96 00:10:03,253 --> 00:10:07,706 -I see. What were you fleeing from? 97 00:10:23,624 --> 00:10:25,573 -Will you give me refuge here? 98 00:10:25,642 --> 00:10:28,443 -If you choose to live among us here in the desert, 99 00:10:28,512 --> 00:10:31,913 Then you must choose to live as we do. 100 00:10:38,622 --> 00:10:46,211 ♪♪ 101 00:10:46,279 --> 00:10:53,885 ♪♪ 102 00:10:53,954 --> 00:11:00,909 ♪♪ 103 00:11:00,977 --> 00:11:04,379 Oh, christ god, bless this food and drink of your servants, 104 00:11:04,448 --> 00:11:06,381 You who are holy now and forever, 105 00:11:06,450 --> 00:11:08,516 Through the ages of ages. 106 00:11:08,585 --> 00:11:09,918 Amen. 107 00:11:09,986 --> 00:11:12,620 Before we eat our bread, 108 00:11:12,689 --> 00:11:16,941 We must welcome this fellow traveler who has come to us. 109 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:19,344 This man's name is moses. 110 00:11:19,413 --> 00:11:20,612 -Welcome, brother moses. 111 00:11:20,681 --> 00:11:22,714 -Thank you. 112 00:11:22,783 --> 00:11:27,752 -Moses came to us in a state of terrible distress. 113 00:11:27,821 --> 00:11:34,476 -I will work hard to follow the ways of god. 114 00:11:34,544 --> 00:11:38,079 -There's only one way. 115 00:11:38,148 --> 00:11:41,783 -The way of god. 116 00:11:51,311 --> 00:11:53,511 -John, chapter eight. 117 00:11:57,150 --> 00:11:59,417 -[ exhales ] 118 00:12:06,743 --> 00:12:12,380 -Moses learned the rhythms and the routines of the monastery, 119 00:12:12,449 --> 00:12:14,783 And he followed them exactly. 120 00:12:14,851 --> 00:12:19,487 -Therefore, I tell you, do not worry about your life, 121 00:12:19,556 --> 00:12:22,006 What you will eat or drink, 122 00:12:22,075 --> 00:12:25,944 Or about your body, what you will wear. 123 00:12:26,012 --> 00:12:31,983 Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 124 00:12:32,052 --> 00:12:34,052 Look at the birds of the air. 125 00:12:34,121 --> 00:12:39,007 They do not sow or reap or store away in barns, 126 00:12:39,075 --> 00:12:42,777 And yet your heavenly father feeds them. 127 00:13:10,707 --> 00:13:12,040 -Moses? 128 00:13:13,844 --> 00:13:16,611 Moses?! 129 00:13:21,184 --> 00:13:24,752 I would like you to be the keeper of our gospels, 130 00:13:24,821 --> 00:13:27,839 Our most valuable possession. 131 00:13:29,209 --> 00:13:32,744 -Why have you given me this responsibility? 132 00:13:33,613 --> 00:13:35,013 -Lord jesus christ, 133 00:13:35,081 --> 00:13:37,048 Who stretched out your hands on the cross 134 00:13:37,117 --> 00:13:40,151 And whom you redeem us with your divine blood, 135 00:13:40,220 --> 00:13:42,019 Forgive us sinners, 136 00:13:42,055 --> 00:13:45,673 For none of our thoughts are hidden from you. 137 00:13:45,742 --> 00:13:48,910 Pardon we ask for, pardon we hope for, 138 00:13:48,979 --> 00:13:51,479 Pardon we trust to have. 139 00:13:51,548 --> 00:13:56,951 You who are pitying and merciful, spare and forgive us. 140 00:13:57,020 --> 00:13:58,620 Amen. 141 00:14:13,453 --> 00:14:22,810 ♪♪ 142 00:14:22,879 --> 00:14:32,186 ♪♪ 143 00:14:32,255 --> 00:14:36,574 ♪♪ 144 00:14:36,643 --> 00:14:39,611 -We need water. 145 00:14:39,679 --> 00:14:44,382 I'll go. -That's moses' task. 146 00:14:44,417 --> 00:14:46,951 -He isn't here. 147 00:14:49,589 --> 00:14:52,407 -He'll be back. 148 00:14:56,313 --> 00:14:57,879 [ door slams ] 149 00:14:57,948 --> 00:15:07,739 ♪♪ 150 00:15:07,807 --> 00:15:10,508 -How do we change? 151 00:15:10,577 --> 00:15:13,945 How do we cease acting on urges and habits 152 00:15:14,014 --> 00:15:18,049 That we've just felt throughout our lives? 153 00:15:20,153 --> 00:15:29,210 ♪♪ 154 00:15:29,279 --> 00:15:38,086 ♪♪ 155 00:15:38,154 --> 00:15:40,154 [ sheep bleats ] 156 00:15:40,223 --> 00:15:47,979 ♪♪ 157 00:15:48,048 --> 00:15:57,572 ♪♪ 158 00:15:57,641 --> 00:16:01,643 -Good morning...Brother moses. 159 00:16:01,711 --> 00:16:06,180 -Good morning, brother jerome. 160 00:16:07,684 --> 00:16:10,251 -I was on my way to bring water for the morning. 161 00:16:13,823 --> 00:16:17,075 -Do you want me to help you? 162 00:16:21,915 --> 00:16:23,181 -No. 163 00:16:33,610 --> 00:16:36,711 -Would you prefer to walk behind me? 164 00:16:40,150 --> 00:16:42,016 -No. 165 00:16:43,787 --> 00:16:46,254 We'll walk together. 166 00:16:55,115 --> 00:16:56,280 -Thank you. 167 00:16:58,952 --> 00:17:02,286 -May you walk in grace, brother moses. 168 00:17:02,355 --> 00:17:06,908 -Sometimes judgment turns into mercy. 169 00:17:06,976 --> 00:17:11,946 Just like that... Like water turning into wine. 170 00:17:12,015 --> 00:17:19,721 ♪♪ 171 00:17:19,789 --> 00:17:22,507 Moses applied himself to his penance 172 00:17:22,575 --> 00:17:26,444 And to his work with intensity. 173 00:17:26,513 --> 00:17:32,650 ♪♪ 174 00:17:32,719 --> 00:17:34,218 -Blessed are the poor in spirit, 175 00:17:34,287 --> 00:17:38,005 For theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 176 00:17:38,074 --> 00:17:43,111 Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. 177 00:17:43,179 --> 00:17:47,615 Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. 178 00:17:47,684 --> 00:17:52,754 Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, 179 00:17:52,822 --> 00:17:54,639 For they will be filled. 180 00:17:54,707 --> 00:17:59,944 Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. 181 00:18:00,013 --> 00:18:04,816 Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see god. 182 00:18:05,618 --> 00:18:08,152 Blessed are the peacemakers, 183 00:18:08,221 --> 00:18:11,339 For they will be called children of god. 184 00:18:11,407 --> 00:18:14,275 Blessed are those who are persecuted 185 00:18:14,344 --> 00:18:20,081 Because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. 186 00:18:20,150 --> 00:18:28,172 ♪♪ 187 00:18:28,241 --> 00:18:31,242 -[ panting ] 188 00:18:36,316 --> 00:18:40,318 -"'he who is without sin among you, 189 00:18:40,386 --> 00:18:45,640 Let him be the first to throw a stone at her.' 190 00:18:45,708 --> 00:18:48,042 They started to leave one by one, 191 00:18:48,111 --> 00:18:52,580 And only jesus and the woman were left. 192 00:18:52,649 --> 00:18:57,518 Jesus said, 'woman, where are they? 193 00:18:57,554 --> 00:19:05,877 Did anyone condemn you?' she said, 'no one, lord.' 194 00:19:07,947 --> 00:19:12,083 And jesus said, 'I do not condemn you, either. 195 00:19:13,653 --> 00:19:20,441 Go, from now on sin no more.'" 196 00:19:23,112 --> 00:19:24,145 -Good. 197 00:19:25,682 --> 00:19:30,151 -Oh, it's john, chapter eight. 198 00:19:30,854 --> 00:19:34,121 [ both laugh ] 199 00:19:41,281 --> 00:19:43,781 [ door creaks ] 200 00:19:43,850 --> 00:19:52,673 ♪♪ 201 00:19:52,742 --> 00:19:58,813 ♪♪ 202 00:19:58,882 --> 00:20:00,448 ♪♪ 203 00:20:00,516 --> 00:20:01,749 -Aah! 204 00:20:11,744 --> 00:20:19,517 ♪♪ 205 00:20:19,586 --> 00:20:26,841 ♪♪ 206 00:20:26,910 --> 00:20:31,779 ♪♪ 207 00:20:32,882 --> 00:20:35,182 -[ panting ] 208 00:20:36,085 --> 00:20:38,886 These men came here to rob us. 209 00:20:38,955 --> 00:20:42,240 -This cannot be. Moses! 210 00:20:44,110 --> 00:20:44,959 -You? 211 00:20:45,011 --> 00:20:47,178 -You are here. 212 00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:50,181 -Those are my old comrades. 213 00:20:52,151 --> 00:20:55,486 -Moses, now you know what you must do. 214 00:21:16,175 --> 00:21:22,997 -Please forgive me, forgive me for hurting you. 215 00:21:29,055 --> 00:21:34,141 -This man could have killed us both in one blow. 216 00:21:36,479 --> 00:21:37,511 Thank you. 217 00:21:41,985 --> 00:21:46,971 Moses. [ panting ] 218 00:21:53,346 --> 00:21:58,349 -Aaahhhh! 219 00:21:58,418 --> 00:22:00,851 -[ pants ] 220 00:22:00,953 --> 00:22:02,653 -Aaaahhhhh! 221 00:22:03,923 --> 00:22:05,906 Aaahhhh! 222 00:22:10,780 --> 00:22:14,048 [ panting ] 223 00:22:22,075 --> 00:22:24,542 -Could he erase his past? 224 00:22:24,610 --> 00:22:29,046 Can anyone? He prayed 50 times a day. 225 00:22:30,800 --> 00:22:33,451 He refused himself sleep. 226 00:22:33,519 --> 00:22:35,553 ♪♪ 227 00:22:35,621 --> 00:22:37,705 It's a matter of pride. 228 00:22:37,807 --> 00:22:45,646 ♪♪ 229 00:22:45,715 --> 00:22:53,654 ♪♪ 230 00:22:53,723 --> 00:22:55,940 No matter what moses did, 231 00:22:56,008 --> 00:23:01,212 He just could not reconcile his past. 232 00:23:05,451 --> 00:23:09,687 -I will leave. You won't have to ask me. 233 00:23:16,079 --> 00:23:17,711 I'm an abomination. 234 00:23:21,584 --> 00:23:24,151 I will never pay for what I've done, 235 00:23:25,988 --> 00:23:27,538 In the eyes of the lord... 236 00:23:30,977 --> 00:23:33,077 Not if I lived a thousand years 237 00:23:33,146 --> 00:23:36,981 And spent every hour in service to my brothers. 238 00:23:43,523 --> 00:23:48,075 I will never rid myself of the filthy sins I've committed. 239 00:23:53,950 --> 00:23:56,083 [ sighs ] 240 00:23:58,054 --> 00:24:02,673 Father... You don't know what I've done. 241 00:24:05,111 --> 00:24:06,744 -Go on. 242 00:24:14,253 --> 00:24:22,343 -My soul is as black as the darkest cave. 243 00:24:22,411 --> 00:24:27,248 -The soul is beyond our reach. 244 00:24:29,719 --> 00:24:32,686 -I'm not redeemable. 245 00:24:32,755 --> 00:24:37,341 -Redemption is open to us all at every moment. 246 00:24:37,410 --> 00:24:40,644 Don't believe that you're an exception. 247 00:24:40,713 --> 00:24:43,781 -I've stolen. 248 00:24:43,850 --> 00:24:48,252 I've done murder... 249 00:24:52,141 --> 00:24:54,675 ...Rivers of blood. 250 00:24:57,880 --> 00:25:00,347 Rivers of blood! 251 00:25:00,416 --> 00:25:02,249 -You've done these things. 252 00:25:02,285 --> 00:25:04,552 Now you are here. 253 00:25:04,620 --> 00:25:09,340 -I'm a devil. I'm the personification of evil! 254 00:25:09,408 --> 00:25:10,975 -You found the way to redemption. 255 00:25:11,010 --> 00:25:16,046 -I've murdered men and women with my bare hands! 256 00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:17,781 -You've come here! -I'm damned! 257 00:25:17,850 --> 00:25:21,452 -Of all the places of the world, you came here, to us, to god! 258 00:25:21,521 --> 00:25:23,687 -I have done murder with my hands. 259 00:25:23,756 --> 00:25:27,741 No, I'm not redeemable. Ah! Don't you hear me?! 260 00:25:27,777 --> 00:25:30,911 I will never rid myself of these demons! 261 00:25:30,980 --> 00:25:33,681 These demons! Never! 262 00:25:35,084 --> 00:25:38,819 Never! -Very good, moses. 263 00:25:38,888 --> 00:25:41,372 Very good. 264 00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:43,941 -How can you say such a thing to me? 265 00:25:44,010 --> 00:25:45,042 Are you a demon? 266 00:25:45,111 --> 00:25:49,013 -The real torment is to know 267 00:25:49,081 --> 00:25:53,684 That our demons are here to stay with us. 268 00:25:57,273 --> 00:26:01,475 -I don't understand. -Don't be a child! 269 00:26:01,544 --> 00:26:04,778 Who can rid himself of the memories of his sins? 270 00:26:04,847 --> 00:26:09,817 I committed sins that always come back to me 271 00:26:09,885 --> 00:26:11,352 As if they've just happened. 272 00:26:11,420 --> 00:26:13,554 It's the way it is. 273 00:26:13,623 --> 00:26:16,740 It's the way it shall be, always. 274 00:26:18,611 --> 00:26:22,880 The more we try to rid ourselves of the memory of our sins, 275 00:26:22,949 --> 00:26:24,548 The more they break us. 276 00:26:24,617 --> 00:26:28,519 That's because they're not meant to be vanquished. 277 00:26:28,588 --> 00:26:31,839 They are meant to be lived with. 278 00:26:32,808 --> 00:26:35,009 -Lived...With? 279 00:26:35,077 --> 00:26:38,312 -Yes. 280 00:26:38,381 --> 00:26:42,182 -How can I live with this? 281 00:26:45,821 --> 00:26:50,274 -Lived with and treated with patience. 282 00:26:56,916 --> 00:27:01,118 -You're a man of god saying these words. 283 00:27:01,187 --> 00:27:09,310 -To love god is to love oneself as one loves his brother. 284 00:27:09,378 --> 00:27:13,347 [ laughs] it is a paradox. 285 00:27:16,819 --> 00:27:17,851 -I- 286 00:27:17,920 --> 00:27:24,441 -We, we all live in god, in his love. 287 00:27:30,182 --> 00:27:33,250 You are not alone, brother moses. 288 00:27:33,319 --> 00:27:35,219 You are not alone. 289 00:27:40,976 --> 00:27:42,776 -God is good. 290 00:27:42,845 --> 00:27:50,317 ♪♪ 291 00:27:50,386 --> 00:27:54,121 Our god...Is good. 292 00:27:54,206 --> 00:28:00,010 ♪♪ 293 00:28:08,521 --> 00:28:10,721 -Moses' transformation, 294 00:28:10,773 --> 00:28:16,410 His abandonment of greed and murder and indolence, 295 00:28:16,479 --> 00:28:20,180 Then pride, then lust, 296 00:28:20,249 --> 00:28:26,186 Then attachment to the material world, then his own ego, 297 00:28:26,255 --> 00:28:31,475 It happened the way it always does -- over time, 298 00:28:31,544 --> 00:28:34,712 Through daily ritual and practice, 299 00:28:34,780 --> 00:28:38,782 To the point where everything becomes prayer. 300 00:28:38,851 --> 00:28:42,519 -Let him be the first to throw a stone at her. 301 00:28:42,588 --> 00:28:46,240 They started to leave one by one, 302 00:28:46,308 --> 00:28:49,410 And only jesus and a woman were left. 303 00:28:49,478 --> 00:28:54,515 Jesus said, "woman, where are they? 304 00:28:54,583 --> 00:29:00,020 Did anyone condemn you?" she said, "no one, lord." 305 00:29:00,089 --> 00:29:04,742 And jesus said, "I do not condemn you, either. 306 00:29:04,810 --> 00:29:10,247 Go. From now on sin no more." 307 00:29:10,316 --> 00:29:15,319 ♪♪ 308 00:29:15,387 --> 00:29:17,354 -The years went by. 309 00:29:17,423 --> 00:29:26,447 Isidore died, and moses became a venerable and a beloved figure. 310 00:29:26,515 --> 00:29:35,272 ♪♪ 311 00:29:35,341 --> 00:29:37,374 ♪♪ 312 00:29:44,784 --> 00:29:46,350 -Moses! 313 00:29:50,322 --> 00:29:59,880 ♪♪ 314 00:29:59,949 --> 00:30:02,349 -Bring me some water, if you please. 315 00:30:09,275 --> 00:30:11,542 Are you able to speak, my son? 316 00:30:13,646 --> 00:30:20,083 -Sanctuary. Sanctuary. You have to give me refuge. 317 00:30:27,176 --> 00:30:29,977 I have killed my father. 318 00:30:30,045 --> 00:30:36,650 ♪♪ 319 00:30:36,719 --> 00:30:39,453 You have nothing to say? 320 00:30:41,974 --> 00:30:43,473 -I've heard you. 321 00:30:46,912 --> 00:30:50,414 -It's the most terrible thing a person can do. 322 00:30:55,588 --> 00:30:59,006 I've never hurt anyone. 323 00:30:59,074 --> 00:31:02,709 -And now you have. 324 00:31:02,778 --> 00:31:05,646 -I'll tell you why I did it. 325 00:31:05,714 --> 00:31:11,118 He raped my sister. 326 00:31:11,186 --> 00:31:13,954 -[ sighs ] 327 00:31:14,023 --> 00:31:17,174 -You're judging me. 328 00:31:17,243 --> 00:31:19,877 Behind your compassion. 329 00:31:19,945 --> 00:31:26,683 -My son, there is no reason to put thoughts into our heads. 330 00:31:26,752 --> 00:31:32,039 You knocked on our door, and we opened it. 331 00:31:32,975 --> 00:31:38,278 -That one. He's judging me. -I know you. 332 00:31:38,347 --> 00:31:42,249 I've traded with your father several seasons ago. 333 00:31:42,318 --> 00:31:47,087 -So, why do you stare at me? 334 00:31:48,474 --> 00:31:51,675 Stop looking at me! 335 00:31:51,744 --> 00:31:53,543 -My son. 336 00:32:02,354 --> 00:32:07,040 What you've done can't be undone. 337 00:32:10,045 --> 00:32:14,648 And the same goes for what your father did to your sister. 338 00:32:14,717 --> 00:32:19,519 You can't walk backwards for the rest of your life. 339 00:32:19,588 --> 00:32:22,406 Very difficult. 340 00:32:22,474 --> 00:32:28,345 And you will not find an instant remedy, certainly not here. 341 00:32:28,447 --> 00:32:34,251 Here, there is only one way, and that's the way of god. 342 00:32:35,821 --> 00:32:40,674 Here...And everywhere. 343 00:32:45,714 --> 00:32:47,681 -There's nothing worse than what I've done. 344 00:32:47,750 --> 00:32:51,918 -Then why did you try to justify yourself by talking 345 00:32:51,987 --> 00:32:54,921 About avenging your sister? 346 00:32:57,209 --> 00:33:03,947 Your life has changed, and now you must live differently. 347 00:33:05,985 --> 00:33:09,720 -No. There's nothing worse than what I've done. 348 00:33:15,477 --> 00:33:20,947 -[ sighs ] listen, my young friend. 349 00:33:26,221 --> 00:33:28,672 I've done far worse. 350 00:33:32,778 --> 00:33:35,779 I must rest now. 351 00:33:35,848 --> 00:33:40,717 You will stay in the guest room tonight. 352 00:33:40,819 --> 00:33:45,172 It was prepared for you, my friend. 353 00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:46,540 -Thank you. 354 00:34:23,612 --> 00:34:26,680 -Where is the young man? 355 00:34:26,749 --> 00:34:28,615 -Oh. He's gone. 356 00:34:28,684 --> 00:34:31,651 -Gone, when? 357 00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:34,654 -In the middle of the night, I suppose. 358 00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:38,875 Did you expect to find him here? 359 00:34:38,944 --> 00:34:41,244 -He will perish out there. 360 00:34:42,881 --> 00:34:46,750 -He won't. He knows the desert. 361 00:34:51,940 --> 00:34:55,675 [ knocking on door ] 362 00:34:58,046 --> 00:34:59,079 Come. 363 00:35:03,118 --> 00:35:05,819 -Thank you for seeing me. 364 00:35:06,421 --> 00:35:09,873 You are renowned as a wise and righteous man. 365 00:35:12,211 --> 00:35:16,379 -Anyone who claims to be both of those things? 366 00:35:16,448 --> 00:35:18,748 He is neither. 367 00:35:18,817 --> 00:35:21,585 -I have come to understand that sin is a part 368 00:35:21,653 --> 00:35:24,121 Of our worldly state, 369 00:35:24,189 --> 00:35:26,373 That only the ones who've fallen into it 370 00:35:26,441 --> 00:35:30,710 Can really understand it and then turn away from it. 371 00:35:31,613 --> 00:35:34,381 -As you say. 372 00:35:39,822 --> 00:35:48,945 -Is this correct? 373 00:35:49,014 --> 00:35:54,718 -If I were to say yes, what good would it do you? 374 00:35:54,786 --> 00:36:03,977 And if I were to say no, what good would that do you? 375 00:36:06,381 --> 00:36:08,215 -What are you doing? 376 00:36:09,952 --> 00:36:15,372 -I'm looking for a mouse. 377 00:36:16,775 --> 00:36:19,709 -But you are an elder. 378 00:36:19,778 --> 00:36:22,112 We come to learn from you. 379 00:36:23,615 --> 00:36:27,951 -[ chuckles ] I have very little to teach. 380 00:36:33,442 --> 00:36:40,847 -But when a young man comes to you for counsel... 381 00:36:40,916 --> 00:36:44,484 What do you say to him? 382 00:36:52,978 --> 00:36:56,413 -I tell him... 383 00:36:56,481 --> 00:37:02,552 Turn up the ground of your being with a gospel plough, 384 00:37:02,621 --> 00:37:08,024 And then you will see that there is a greater book, 385 00:37:08,076 --> 00:37:12,913 Which is the nature of all created things. 386 00:37:13,448 --> 00:37:19,152 And I say that everything changes, 387 00:37:21,373 --> 00:37:26,176 That the peace and tranquility of this place 388 00:37:26,278 --> 00:37:31,214 And the holy silence of the desert 389 00:37:31,283 --> 00:37:37,454 Might be overrun one day and ground into dust. 390 00:37:41,310 --> 00:37:50,250 And that only god is changeless... 391 00:37:50,319 --> 00:37:53,353 Only god. 392 00:38:06,485 --> 00:38:10,954 -In 407 a.D., when moses was near the end of his days, 393 00:38:11,023 --> 00:38:13,473 A tribe of bourbon nomads started raiding 394 00:38:13,542 --> 00:38:17,210 And pillaging their way throughout egypt. 395 00:38:17,279 --> 00:38:19,946 And the brothers in the community rushed about 396 00:38:20,015 --> 00:38:23,116 And, actually, most of them left. 397 00:38:23,185 --> 00:38:30,273 But moses remained still. He stayed put. 398 00:38:32,144 --> 00:38:35,979 He was just ready to face his final test. 399 00:38:41,553 --> 00:38:43,553 [ clattering ] 400 00:38:43,622 --> 00:38:45,638 [ pounding ] 401 00:38:45,707 --> 00:38:47,307 ♪♪ 402 00:38:47,376 --> 00:38:49,642 [ horse neighs ] 403 00:38:52,080 --> 00:38:53,613 [ man screams ] 404 00:38:57,652 --> 00:38:59,886 -You! 405 00:39:04,042 --> 00:39:07,977 -I see you still haven't forgiven yourself. 406 00:39:08,814 --> 00:39:11,281 I knew you would come back. 407 00:39:11,350 --> 00:39:15,251 I would have fought to the death with you once. 408 00:39:15,320 --> 00:39:19,039 Live by the sword, die by the sword. 409 00:39:23,078 --> 00:39:29,682 But living here taught me another way. 410 00:39:29,751 --> 00:39:36,306 ♪♪ 411 00:39:36,375 --> 00:39:44,614 ♪♪ 412 00:39:44,683 --> 00:39:53,706 ♪♪ 413 00:39:53,775 --> 00:40:02,048 ♪♪ 414 00:40:02,117 --> 00:40:09,139 ♪♪ 415 00:40:09,207 --> 00:40:12,942 -Moses' sainthood was conferred by legend. 416 00:40:13,011 --> 00:40:14,244 That's the way it happened 417 00:40:14,312 --> 00:40:16,413 In those early days of christianity. 418 00:40:16,481 --> 00:40:20,183 And the story of his life is a pure embodiment 419 00:40:20,252 --> 00:40:21,951 Of two intertwined values, 420 00:40:22,020 --> 00:40:26,573 Always radical at the beating heart of christ's teaching... 421 00:40:28,860 --> 00:40:32,946 ...Forgiveness and redemption. 422 00:40:33,014 --> 00:40:42,038 ♪♪ 423 00:40:42,124 --> 00:40:43,339 ♪♪ 424 00:40:44,543 --> 00:40:51,714 ♪♪ 425 00:40:51,783 --> 00:40:54,617 I hadn't heard of moses the black before, 426 00:40:54,653 --> 00:40:56,085 Looking into the research of this. 427 00:40:56,154 --> 00:40:58,254 I mean, it's kind of, 428 00:40:58,323 --> 00:41:01,474 You know, difficult to imagine a murderer who becomes a saint. 429 00:41:01,543 --> 00:41:06,346 The question is, can anyone be redeemed? 430 00:41:06,414 --> 00:41:08,348 -I think the answer to that is yes. 431 00:41:08,416 --> 00:41:10,750 I think moses' life shows that. 432 00:41:10,819 --> 00:41:14,187 The tradition of the desert fathers and desert mothers 433 00:41:14,256 --> 00:41:15,738 Is also because they're in isolation. 434 00:41:15,807 --> 00:41:17,106 They're in the desert, 435 00:41:17,209 --> 00:41:19,042 The tradition of fighting against demons. 436 00:41:19,110 --> 00:41:20,743 But I think we all can identify with that. 437 00:41:20,812 --> 00:41:24,147 We all have voices or forces going on within us. 438 00:41:24,216 --> 00:41:26,483 So, I think even though these stories, 439 00:41:26,551 --> 00:41:28,418 You know, are really extreme, 440 00:41:28,487 --> 00:41:30,753 They have a lot to tell the modern person about, you know, 441 00:41:30,822 --> 00:41:33,940 How the spiritual life really is kind of a battle. 442 00:41:34,009 --> 00:41:37,443 -I love this period of christianity, 443 00:41:37,512 --> 00:41:46,586 This radical asceticism, and these solitary calls. 444 00:41:46,688 --> 00:41:50,240 They're people who are living on spiders and scorpions. 445 00:41:50,308 --> 00:41:52,275 -Well, I mean, the thing is that they were, I think, 446 00:41:52,344 --> 00:41:54,477 Distancing themselves from what was becoming 447 00:41:54,546 --> 00:41:58,414 A kind of corruption in the cities of, 448 00:41:58,483 --> 00:42:00,350 "we live this way. No, we believe in this." 449 00:42:00,418 --> 00:42:03,953 All this fighting going on, everything. Get away. 450 00:42:04,022 --> 00:42:06,639 -I mean, I know he was fleeing after the, 451 00:42:06,708 --> 00:42:09,709 You know, he was fleeing his companions, 452 00:42:09,778 --> 00:42:11,678 But he was called out there, wasn't he? 453 00:42:11,746 --> 00:42:15,081 -I don't know if he was called. I think more he just somehow, 454 00:42:15,150 --> 00:42:21,854 In the midst of all the madness of killing and robbing and lust 455 00:42:21,923 --> 00:42:26,709 And everything, he just somehow completely emptied of everything 456 00:42:26,778 --> 00:42:29,078 And didn't know where he was, who he was, 457 00:42:29,147 --> 00:42:30,713 And he could not go on. 458 00:42:30,782 --> 00:42:32,782 -I think, you know, today people experience that. 459 00:42:32,851 --> 00:42:36,219 You know, they have riches and power and fame and all this... 460 00:42:36,288 --> 00:42:37,554 -And cocaine. [ laughter ] 461 00:42:37,622 --> 00:42:39,839 -And they find it not satisfying. 462 00:42:39,941 --> 00:42:42,742 You know, augustine, you know, who you quoted earlier says, 463 00:42:42,811 --> 00:42:45,411 "our hearts are restless until they rest in you," right? 464 00:42:45,480 --> 00:42:49,249 -Yet it's not enough. He has to make himself suffer. 465 00:42:49,317 --> 00:42:50,883 -I think he was suffering. 466 00:42:50,952 --> 00:42:53,686 -Well, he has to make himself do a kind of physical 467 00:42:53,755 --> 00:42:55,371 And carnal suffering. 468 00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:57,106 Isidore at one point tells him, "you don't have to do this." 469 00:42:57,175 --> 00:42:58,508 -That's right. 470 00:42:58,577 --> 00:43:00,043 -You mean the physical mortifications? 471 00:43:00,111 --> 00:43:01,511 -Yeah, the physical mortification. 472 00:43:01,580 --> 00:43:04,380 And I believe he, according to the story, 473 00:43:04,449 --> 00:43:06,115 Did it for over a period of years. 474 00:43:06,184 --> 00:43:07,250 -Which is also something that's hard 475 00:43:07,319 --> 00:43:09,185 For people to understand today. 476 00:43:09,254 --> 00:43:11,771 I mean, jesuits, 477 00:43:11,856 --> 00:43:14,974 Not too long ago, were supposed to use 478 00:43:15,043 --> 00:43:16,426 The flag... -Ah, I see. 479 00:43:16,478 --> 00:43:17,877 -...The flagella. 480 00:43:17,946 --> 00:43:19,479 And, you know, we're supposed to be not only -- 481 00:43:19,547 --> 00:43:20,747 -What do you mean, "not too long ago"? 482 00:43:20,815 --> 00:43:22,115 Like, how long? 483 00:43:22,183 --> 00:43:23,783 -Uh, like the '40s, maybe? -Really?! 484 00:43:23,852 --> 00:43:25,451 -The '30s and '40s, yeah. -How you dodged a bullet. 485 00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,020 -Why, lucky me. [ laughter ] 486 00:43:27,088 --> 00:43:28,571 But the idea was not only 487 00:43:28,640 --> 00:43:31,341 That you would be sort of mastering your flesh, 488 00:43:31,409 --> 00:43:33,476 But it was also a kind of penance, too. 489 00:43:33,545 --> 00:43:36,012 -Yes, of course. -But merton said, famously, 490 00:43:36,081 --> 00:43:37,580 "why don't you mortify yourself?" 491 00:43:37,649 --> 00:43:39,882 And thomas merton said, "life is mortifying enough." 492 00:43:39,951 --> 00:43:42,018 -That's right. 493 00:43:42,087 --> 00:43:44,687 -Which is what isidore says, essentially, too. 494 00:43:44,756 --> 00:43:45,972 -Yeah, it's enough. 495 00:43:46,041 --> 00:43:47,940 -I feel like what you're getting at, though, 496 00:43:48,009 --> 00:43:50,610 Is that entering the monastery is not a form of cheap grace. 497 00:43:50,679 --> 00:43:52,912 He's there, and he's still tormented. 498 00:43:52,981 --> 00:43:54,914 He's still consumed by guilt. -That's right. 499 00:43:54,983 --> 00:43:58,184 -It's not going to go away in five minutes or five years. 500 00:43:58,253 --> 00:44:01,888 And, at several points, the spiritual director, in a sense, 501 00:44:01,956 --> 00:44:03,106 Is saying, "let it go." 502 00:44:03,174 --> 00:44:04,674 But it's really weighing on him. 503 00:44:04,743 --> 00:44:07,176 He doesn't get to wipe the slate clean in any simple way. 504 00:44:07,245 --> 00:44:08,511 -That's a really good point. 505 00:44:08,580 --> 00:44:10,747 The monastery is the world, too, right? 506 00:44:10,815 --> 00:44:12,682 So, this idea that we're getting out of the world, 507 00:44:12,751 --> 00:44:15,451 It's not the world. You know, you're dealing with individuals. 508 00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:16,886 You're in community, 509 00:44:16,955 --> 00:44:18,054 You're dealing with your own sinfulness. 510 00:44:18,123 --> 00:44:19,305 You have your needs. 511 00:44:19,374 --> 00:44:20,640 And so, you know, people, I think, 512 00:44:20,709 --> 00:44:23,443 Who enter the monastery to escape, 513 00:44:23,511 --> 00:44:25,611 They find it in the monastery. 514 00:44:25,680 --> 00:44:28,181 -Your demons come with you? -Sure. Yeah. 515 00:44:28,249 --> 00:44:29,549 You know, again, the demons, 516 00:44:29,617 --> 00:44:31,517 I think can sort of put people off. 517 00:44:31,586 --> 00:44:32,952 But, you know, we all know what it's like 518 00:44:33,021 --> 00:44:34,721 To have those forces battling within us. 519 00:44:34,789 --> 00:44:36,639 -Yes, and demons may be the wrong word, but it is -- 520 00:44:36,708 --> 00:44:39,609 -Guilt, self-loathing, fear, terror, 521 00:44:39,678 --> 00:44:41,144 Rage, pride, and all those -- 522 00:44:41,212 --> 00:44:42,679 -All the seven deadly sins, yeah. 523 00:44:42,747 --> 00:44:45,048 The demons try to say to you there's no future 524 00:44:45,116 --> 00:44:47,617 And there's no hope, right? 525 00:44:47,686 --> 00:44:49,919 And so -- -you'll never change. 526 00:44:49,988 --> 00:44:51,821 It's always been like this. 527 00:44:51,873 --> 00:44:54,774 Everything winds up this way. You screw up everything. 528 00:44:54,843 --> 00:44:57,410 -I always say anything that's a universal language 529 00:44:57,479 --> 00:44:59,579 Is usually coming from the evil spirit. 530 00:44:59,647 --> 00:45:02,982 -But it's interesting when you realize it's me, 531 00:45:03,051 --> 00:45:05,218 My body in this apartment. 532 00:45:05,286 --> 00:45:07,220 And I have a friend who loves me. 533 00:45:07,288 --> 00:45:09,605 Maybe I should call them? 534 00:45:09,707 --> 00:45:13,976 You know, something, just when it comes down to small scale, 535 00:45:14,045 --> 00:45:16,979 Human scale, and you share it with another human being, 536 00:45:17,048 --> 00:45:19,949 That that's where -- that's what happened to him, 537 00:45:20,018 --> 00:45:21,484 Though, with isidore. 538 00:45:21,553 --> 00:45:23,152 -Yeah. And I think the spiritual life is a battle, 539 00:45:23,221 --> 00:45:26,839 Which this film shows very well at a very personal level. 540 00:45:26,908 --> 00:45:29,559 -I also thought just in my own self, 541 00:45:29,611 --> 00:45:32,378 That there's a force that thinks it can kill me 542 00:45:32,447 --> 00:45:33,913 And go on living without me. 543 00:45:33,982 --> 00:45:35,715 -Yeah, but I think if we're honest with ourselves, 544 00:45:35,784 --> 00:45:38,351 We feel that pull within us basically towards good 545 00:45:38,420 --> 00:45:39,752 And towards evil, 546 00:45:39,821 --> 00:45:42,021 Towards generosity and towards selfishness. 547 00:45:42,056 --> 00:45:45,508 -Part of what moses' integrity involves is the fact 548 00:45:45,577 --> 00:45:47,877 That he is willing to live with the demons. 549 00:45:47,946 --> 00:45:50,279 So, it's not just a matter of him being haunted by the demons. 550 00:45:50,348 --> 00:45:52,014 It's a matter of him having the integrity 551 00:45:52,083 --> 00:45:54,117 To just not brush them off or let them go, 552 00:45:54,185 --> 00:45:57,053 But to really deal with the depths of what he's done 553 00:45:57,122 --> 00:45:58,387 And where he's been. 554 00:45:58,456 --> 00:45:59,605 -There's a tradition in our church, 555 00:45:59,674 --> 00:46:01,240 And many others, you know, 556 00:46:01,309 --> 00:46:05,044 The idea of penance and punishment and mortification 557 00:46:05,113 --> 00:46:08,614 And flailing yourself or cudgeling yourself. 558 00:46:08,683 --> 00:46:10,183 -Well, I think in the church's tradition, 559 00:46:10,251 --> 00:46:13,219 The sacrament of reconciliation and confession, penance, 560 00:46:13,254 --> 00:46:15,905 You know, is really meant, it's not to punish us, right? 561 00:46:15,974 --> 00:46:19,142 It's not to make us feel bad. It's to help us reconcile, 562 00:46:19,210 --> 00:46:22,912 You know, be reconciled to god, be reconciled to the community. 563 00:46:22,981 --> 00:46:24,947 But, also, I usually give penances 564 00:46:25,016 --> 00:46:27,984 That are doing something generous for somebody. 565 00:46:28,052 --> 00:46:31,020 I don't say, "go and, you know, beat yourself with a whip." 566 00:46:31,089 --> 00:46:32,421 It's about, as in this film, 567 00:46:32,474 --> 00:46:34,006 It's about reconciliation, eventually. 568 00:46:34,075 --> 00:46:35,107 He's reconciled to god. 569 00:46:35,176 --> 00:46:37,076 He's reconciled to his brothers, 570 00:46:37,145 --> 00:46:39,512 And he's reconciled to the community. 571 00:46:39,581 --> 00:46:41,514 -You know, you grew up with asthma. 572 00:46:41,583 --> 00:46:45,117 I knew a guy who grew up with asthma in glasgow 573 00:46:45,186 --> 00:46:46,686 And heavy cigarette culture. 574 00:46:46,754 --> 00:46:48,671 Everybody's smoking and drinking all the time. 575 00:46:48,756 --> 00:46:52,542 He said to me he felt like he didn't take a full breath of air 576 00:46:52,610 --> 00:46:54,377 Until he moved to the united states. 577 00:46:54,445 --> 00:46:55,645 -Wow. 578 00:46:55,713 --> 00:46:57,113 -So, I'm imagining moses the black 579 00:46:57,182 --> 00:46:59,749 Living this life of a brigand in the city. 580 00:46:59,818 --> 00:47:01,717 He probably hadn't known a moment's peace 581 00:47:01,786 --> 00:47:03,820 Until he walked through those doors, 582 00:47:03,855 --> 00:47:05,638 Where he wasn't watching his back, 583 00:47:05,723 --> 00:47:08,241 Wondering who was going to take him out, 584 00:47:08,276 --> 00:47:10,276 Wondering where the next meal was going to come from, 585 00:47:10,311 --> 00:47:14,013 Or who he was going to have to off to live for the next month. 586 00:47:14,082 --> 00:47:16,716 And the sense in the film is of refuge 587 00:47:16,784 --> 00:47:19,986 In the deepest sense possible when he walks through that door. 588 00:47:20,054 --> 00:47:21,587 -But, you know, it's interesting, paul, 589 00:47:21,656 --> 00:47:23,272 How many young people feel that way today, 590 00:47:23,341 --> 00:47:25,007 Not that they're murdering people or they can't breathe, 591 00:47:25,076 --> 00:47:28,077 But who are completely tethered to their devices, 592 00:47:28,146 --> 00:47:31,013 Whose every waking moment is filled with something -- 593 00:47:31,082 --> 00:47:33,149 Right? -- Who feel uncomfortable with silence 594 00:47:33,218 --> 00:47:34,617 And are afraid of silence. 595 00:47:34,686 --> 00:47:37,053 -We're so wired into our world of devices 596 00:47:37,121 --> 00:47:38,671 That it's very hard for people to see 597 00:47:38,756 --> 00:47:39,939 That one doesn't have to live that way. 598 00:47:40,008 --> 00:47:41,607 -You don't have to live this way, 599 00:47:41,676 --> 00:47:43,943 And you can find that separation, that solace, 600 00:47:44,012 --> 00:47:46,946 That solitude that you need that's really within you. 601 00:47:47,015 --> 00:47:48,214 I mean, I didn't realize 602 00:47:48,283 --> 00:47:49,982 That the monasteries were fairly close by, 603 00:47:50,051 --> 00:47:51,617 Although what was considered the monasteries. 604 00:47:51,686 --> 00:47:53,019 -It was shocking to me to realize, yeah. 605 00:47:53,087 --> 00:47:54,787 -You know, which is a great idea. 606 00:47:54,856 --> 00:47:56,672 You can go and live like that for a while, yeah? 607 00:47:56,741 --> 00:47:58,908 -Or at least see that there are these people out on the horizon 608 00:47:58,977 --> 00:48:00,743 Who are doing something differently, 609 00:48:00,812 --> 00:48:02,645 So you know that it's possible. 610 00:48:02,714 --> 00:48:04,981 -There's another way to live. 611 00:48:05,082 --> 00:48:14,540 ♪♪ 612 00:48:14,609 --> 00:48:23,516 ♪♪ 613 00:48:23,585 --> 00:48:33,242 ♪♪ 614 00:48:33,311 --> 00:48:42,952 ♪♪ 615 00:48:43,021 --> 00:48:51,544 ♪♪ 616 00:48:51,613 --> 00:49:00,987 ♪♪ 617 00:49:01,055 --> 00:49:09,111 ♪♪ 618 00:49:09,180 --> 00:49:17,486 ♪♪ 619 00:49:17,555 --> 00:49:26,379 ♪♪ 620 00:49:26,447 --> 00:49:35,972 ♪♪ 621 00:49:36,040 --> 00:49:44,613 ♪♪ 622 00:49:44,682 --> 00:49:53,472 ♪♪ 623 00:49:53,541 --> 00:52:53,051 ♪♪